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Grey Matters

by J-Enigma

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Notorious the story is the story is us Our world its your world living in this life its right growing up big aight Its on the rainy day when the sun starts to shines Black and yellow rolling down the street to find the sense of independence a story that cant rember the end I just want my confident sense raping the same shit everyday whole world bitching and filet minon special entre the lost thoughts come out loud Fuck what they taught real buisness now See dis face aint sour fighting on repeat yeah dese streets they devour yall aint know how hard I go lit fuse gun to the head fast go out slow people living on deaths door evil trying to rise girls these days turn into wives trying to make money m ultiply (If I told you I loved her take her out on a date if I told you I hate put my dick in her face) Lately ive learned about my self i’m a crazy mother fucker that might need some help What els yeahh Yall tuned in tuned in J-Grant records nigga you stop bitchen yet its been the same thing every single year keep calling out please these things I cant see its either past or present THis is the notorius league rapp till our throats bleed shit we do you wouldn’t even believe Look at the checks I recieve got the family bumping down the street its just the eveolution of a guy like me thats why I see footseps headed in an institution cause my head is different It was just the other day a nieghborhood kid living otherways strange thangs that we never met I tell it to the doctor look how much money I’m tax payer heres an offer for you honey its kinda funny Look I stay confuseds I see my old place a home I though I would never loose the rocky roads heavy colds blues Notorious is moving the discusions keep aluding future travels varitied places A new world and seeing pretty faces I can taste taste it victory on my tounge elders yelling advice saying I’m to young Look you dont even know what I’m doing as a matter of fact dont even know who screwing just choosing something brand new that other niggas cant do Next level world thats the buisness style stay taboo dats true cooking in the stew Notorious Leage THis is the notorius league rapp till our throats bleed shit we do you wouldn’t even believe Look at the checks I recieve got the family bumping down the street
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Look meh my mind stays open its a curse no one has ever knew never enjoyed anything always being used being clever with another verse way to smart to ever fit in hididng in the shadows my courage sits in this limbo of hope multitasking my issues the float once a decions is made no going back Buisness poker face when its a spade its a spade thats a fact in the real world no one plays by the rules confused by the structure we built outove primitive tools social class pyramid my mind stays confused isnt it wierd how empty we all feel keep pinching myself praying that I am real what happens when your dreams make sense the days that you live are visions in the past tense my education is a curse my moms shows me the bible come on read anothrer verse I burn it Cause what Ive learned is shit mad at reality cause my ideas dont fit THe eyes are never closed shit is foreal, I can feel that I’m predisposed to a world I never chose doing it cause I can these things in my brain I’ll never understand never force it or contort it determination and patients is what pushes you far putting out my soul with eat individual bar intimidation is what gets things done streng of an adult even though I’m young climbing the ladder pain at every roung people laugh like it dont matter speaking slithering acid drips off thier touge Sacrifice sain for insanity thats what happens spurr of the moment crazy plans I see the future ive developed on were all heros living on the planet cryptanon its all computer games not many differences fuck it its all the same Ive become an instigator loaded gun shooting all of those motherfuckers I’m on the run thats how you get rid of all your haters Iliminating a race alpha dog never been a team player I win this halo round they call me slayer
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If I told you about a beautiful day the type of dream you wish would never go away just listen to what your heart say I do it because its my job lately been feeling like a slob doctor says I’m depressed doesnt know about the life inside my chest meaning of doing alot Multitask my fake world hop scoth lifes just a game the shit that soaks on my brain looking in th mirror cause now I’m vain as I grow out my lions main bad emotions expirments with change take a pretty picture do it all for the fame growing up cause I have to it is a shame so damn sad don’t know what to rap about if it werent for music I would rather be dead goutine style bout to loose your head In a worlds against suicide billion people living with zero pride sometimes it feels like lifes agiant you count your family members and your friends to Dont want to cry no mo wipe away the tears lets vibe and go get off the zinking boat to the shore Ive been think obout nahh just been thinking Of hard food down the street but my soul still starve just want to be happy todays a good day What else could I say How could that be an issue stop caring about things from the past future is head of us thumbs up lets last everyones a winner in a world full of sinners HOw can you be mad My dreams stay lucid pull me back to reallity or to what the truth is go ahead lets mute this non of you want to hear about depression stories pressure is what pushes you to glory Filling up your mental balloon as a kid those stories always bored me explore these reckless decisions Ive made caught in the pursuit of getting laid crazy what hormones do to you action in our world and the clues that we persue thats why my balls stay blue permant picture to fuck up you r head very agressive my favorite color is red living a life I cant be dead these things I see scare me I flee the scene growing up is something I never believed I just want to cry it out head tucked away in my moms blouse its not that bad takeing charge that what lifes about doing things you thought you never would fuck that nahh you never could but were the leaders now leave my family faces with just wow Ive been think obout nahh just been thinking Of hard food down the street but my soul still starve just want to be happy todays a good day What else could I say How could that be an issue stop caring about things from the past future is head of us thumbs up lets last everyones a winner in a world full of sinners HOw can you be mad
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WTF is Rap 03:54
Can you feel the THC when it hits your head like a nicotine addiction that cant be fed fueled by the human creative mind the desperation to escape for just awhile these are the thoughts of a spiritual user what society lables as a chronic abuser butt we are all choosers trying to find our own hi’s blinded with a security of the idea of knowing why shit that I think about on the daily thats why people are quick to fail these wails be adding up yall mathematics TRY TO cacth up Watch out I got my back up when things get unrule we act tough Your machismo keeps up your walls women are the only thing make them fall Thats why I live this life and try to ball rapping is about getting the money were its needed to many of these trash talking rappers stay concieded think thier completed but look yall started every time you open your mouth you sound retarded vocal chords came from the garbage fucking toned death on the mike sounds like a nigga farted man these homies out of toon think the world is like an artificial cartoon somekinve homer simpson with styles thank yall is pimping but it aint when you take things seriously it puts a taint on my innocence like a catholic saint yall dont know what forgiveness is see rap goes over all boundries race, religion, firms and all foundries cant take the fake hystair modern day people just sit back and dont care this is the sit back and vibe music here the vocals fly to it bringing back the rap game 3 chains is lame wtf is rap w w tf is hip hop wtf is rap Wat the fuck is rap See the dictionary was written by a poet rappers excel the nouns and verbs that float with the words that IM saying speaking to your mind the 3rd eye aint playing verbal though process is amazing g metaphorical rap that I am trying to produce Want to sound smart in public plus try to seduce my fans through thier ears make something so beautiful brings them down to tears see I just wonder what the hell is rap what is music realistically its all crap you dont need it to survive but people these days to stay alive so many bout to meet the angel of death wondering what hell god has left Thats why Im walking away towards my own world were I dont the pain Right a rap about the world ending because our minds moved to the computer and a country sent out a virus Its not about making money its about how you spend it ask the bank teller hoping he can lend it See as a rhymer we use our words to get inside of girls the beat is the timer put them in our world I’m just trying to get into her philospy I am probably off a beat gotta standstill confidence on my feet rapping is the hardest thing to do bravery at its highest let it rip not always on cue hoping that your friends and people think its tight at the same time I need the hype someone who tells me that I’m good and Know when I should please accept all of these things i’m saying goon squad we stick together even when its raining shit Im not complaining Lighting a fire under this industry better cathc up no is as quick as me wtf is rap let it be

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This album is about the adventures J-Enigma went on in order to create his brand Next Level World. This EP showcases some of the new content JE has been developing and readying for release.

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released January 15, 2015

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J-Enigma Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

J-Enigma is an odd character who grew up with Caribbean roots and lived in contrary neighborhoods. This brew a confused rapper who used his artwork to guide his life. These mixtapes are the newest pieces that show his work.

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